Here we go again

After being quiet for a time, he's up again maligning me,
demoralizing, degrading me.

I'm done with this life. I'll leave soon. Just have to plan well.

Another bout of emotional abuse

I am undergoing another bout of emotional blackmail from, who else, my
partner...

Last saturday, my partner and I went to an old mall here in Makati
City where you could buy pirated DVDs. As usual, I get to choose the
gay-oriented films while he gets to choose all the new ones that he
likes to buy and watch. I went ahead and he edited what I got from the
gay films. It's okay, I could stomach that. What I can't get is that,
I got the dvd of "the girl who played with fire" movie, and he goes,
"ano ba naman yang pinagkukuwa mo!" I just said that it's the prequel
of the book that I'm currently reading.

After everything, we asked the lady to count how much do we owe her
for the dvds, she said 2,200. I told her that we would need to
withdraw since we didn't bring that much.

Anyway, fast forward, we got home and we watched a gay film. And
instantly both of us had out tools erected, he asked me to fuck him. I
obliged. Just think, no foreplay, straight to penetration already.

The next day, he has to go to work. I drove him. I picked him up early
in the evening after I heard mass. We got home, we ate dinner quickly
and he asked me again to put a gay film and again, I fucked him.
Straight penetration again.

Yesterday, Nov1, we went to see his mother's grave and got back home
around 10pm. He wanted to watch a gay film again. We watched a chinese
made film which was really good. And then, we tried other films. Some
made us erected, others didn't. Then after everything, he asked him to
fuck him, I was quite exhausted since ...